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From start to end ,
Everything is a Climax
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5:47 AM, River of Agony
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Brought a 8gb thumbdrive & Razor mouse . Not so impressive i know . Suddenly thought of something . Sometimes you all are drifting apart. Of course not from me , from your friends , and ex(s) I have discarded my thoughts about her for now , but i 'll pick them up later as promised . But how about you guys? I shall name a couple of names . Example like Stella & Dudu (Sorry for revealing T.T) Are you all happy with things being this way? I don't think so. Even though it 's not my problem. For Stella , you really wanna forget about him? You sure about your decision? Dont end up hurting yourself even deeper. Sorry , but i just know you too well. While Dudu , you really wanna spend the rest of your life like this ? Sorry , the dudu i know in the past is really a Hero not a Loser . Matt 's birthday later on . Do something . Thanks Think about it .
4:55 AM, Once upon a time .
Thursday, March 12, 2009
This song EXACTLY describes my feelings for this whole time !
6:25 PM, Unerasable Memories
Monday, March 9, 2009
I wonder , how you guys out there can forget a person totally? Unlike me now , maybe this is my destiny . Like what Mavis quoted . Time is running out . Maybe sometimes i should just pudge in restlessly , and perharps the results would be much better . Rather then thinking about it and end up getting nothing done . Make sense doesn't it?
8:54 PM, That 's it.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
I think i understand a little . 如果不想放手 ，就去争取
4:17 AM, Judgement
Edited : 6:32 AM as displayed on my monitor screen . I am still asking myself the same old question . What seems to be the solution to end this thing? What is lacking actually? Not sleepy at all. And for the guy who frame me in kavin 's blog . You 'll love it when i laid my hands on you. Blood will rain soon. ---------------------------------------------------- ---- Okay lah. It seems that i have an almost equal numbers of votes out there. I was actually shocked when lots of you msn-ed and msges me personally. A big Thank You for you guys out there for spending your precious time , just to decide for me . I really love you guys . HEHEHE =) For once , i really love my hair today and i meant it. LOL Most of you here who knew me should know who i am talking about. Only 1 of them guess wrong .. Dont worry i wont reveal you out ^^ I do not really know what to do now . Still under stress of course yo. If i wanna do it . I confrim do till swee swee and get her back. But there are still lots of factors to consider. Not because i dont love her . Is because due to the long period of time . I need guts , and lastly courage to enable me to pursade things further. Maybe i still need some time , only heaven knows . Someone out there , please awaken my guts and courage ~ For me , for her and my wonderful friends and readers. I will not disappoint you all regardless of which path i choose. Once again , it all really depends on 緣份 just like what she said. 一筆奏上 , 天下御免 Cheers! Sk
5:36 AM, Total loss
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Before you do anything, please off that bloody annoying song over there >> Well , it 's going to be 7 am soon . I 'm still pondering over the problem . Yeah the same old thing after 11 months . I shall write it in this method since i like it . Pardon me for the uber poor english . =/ Firstly, i would like to thank Eunice Seah & Charrise , whom really listened to my whining over her . I 'm really in DEEP SHIT .Not over studies , friends nor family . But it 's you once again . Just like my shadow , those feelings can never go away =/ Binghao , Kavin & Eunice told me "好马不吃回头草" Charrise : *sure will meet someone better de *cos u still young *no1: differences in thinking frm me and u *no2: still long way lurhs..slowly..lmaos *no3: i don't tink she'll be ur future wife *=O In response to Charrise , i told her that i dont really think of wife - material kinda thing yet . Because i 'm still not ready to be a father? LOL ok not funny . Let 's carry on =x Most of you told me , take 1 day off and think about it . Limit myself 1 day ? 11 months have already pass. This feeling still lurks inside me . I wanna forget everything and move on too . But 不是我不要 ，是我做不到 。 The 7 months with you since 02/09/07 . You taught me alot . Perhaps the most valuable lesson i ever had. I 'll never regret or hesitate to say this to you. I love you 我爱你 私は愛する Every single night , for the recent 1 month while you guys are sleeping . I'm always infront of the com . Doing what? Be a keyboard warrior . When i was going close my eyes and sleep. I cant . Why? The thoughts of her came by . I 'll recall everything . Whatever we do . I regret the way i treat you in the past no matter how many chances you gave me . I ' dont treasure it . Instead i whine about it here and there . If i was given a wish now , it 'll not be getting my 35 cm fringe back nor become a millionare It would be refreshing a new start with you / restart everything Aiya. You readers know what i mean lah . Quoting from the messages that i texted Yueshi ( Yay your name 1st happy bo? ), Stella , Eleanor and Mavis . I told them " Honestly , actually i dont have any feelings for the girl (c_a_e_) after her . Because i still cant forget her . So , sorry . =/ Decided to disclose these after 6 months. I have a small heart . IT can only fit 1 person. Which is you . I swear i never loved someone so deeply before. Maybe you forget about it , those memories which remains in my mind up to now. I remember once , i piggybacked you on a heavy downpour during midnight . You laugh, you cry , you frown , you whine over the most silly things . How you lie on my lap and fall asleep on many occasions. Your silky hair with that scent , just like a maiden. At that point of time , i 'm the happiest guy in the world =) The first thing when we met after you come back from Japan . You pass me a pendant with a necklace , It may not be the most expensive thing that i received But, to me . It 's a treasure . Up to now i still 'll clean up those dirt and let it shine. Just like how you shine within me. Finally , the last meeting , which was after your birthday celebration last year. You gave me a last hug and told me "如果我们有緣份，以后我们还是会在一起 " So should i leave it to fate and simply do nothing at all? Or should i display some actions ? But right now you are still the most important. i ' m still in a total loss . Sorry for that wall of text . And thanks for reading . I think i have enough whining for now . 1. Go back and try , well at least i 'll try and i wont regret ? OR 2. Just let bygones be bygones and move on ? I duno lah . Fuck it , damn it . You guys decide for me . Once again , pardon me for the poor english hor Hua feng .
3:44 AM, Noisy & useless
I seriously had enough of this blog 's song . Change it thanks .
7:20 PM, Not good .
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Let 's see . If you know the ground you standing on , may have the gold that you lost 11 months ago due to carelessness . There 's a shovel there waiting for you to dig it out . There 's a chance you MIGHT retrieve it back . But simply you hesitate and stood there thinking . So should you try and dig or just simply forget it? I 'm so BUEY GEIYAN about it now . Elain, eggy , stella , shijun , hamster , matt , yukie , mavis and Ang Jun Kee will know what i 'm talking about . Edited : He claims he know who 's the gold , k then i add your name here , Eugene aka prawn . =] Tag and give your OPINIONS. DONT EVER SAY THE NAME OUT HOH . (Special , let's not use the nick sk for today.) by LIEW HUA FENG
5:58 PM, Jia lat
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Boys and girls , okay .. this post is for those with long hair . Short hair deh , please press the "X" on the top right hand corner . Bu yao waste time read =) Nabei when you all rebond hair , please do not rebond more den 2 times in 6 months . I geh kiang go rebond then now from 35 cm reduce to 17 + cm because chao ta nabei . So dudu is the lead winner now . Your hair longest liao now ok , happy bo . Kavin jiayou ah HEHEHE Sk |